It’s Jocelyn! I had two templates of temporary tattoos laying on a table. I’m at home! It was like 3:34 when I started. I treated myself to iced coffee and cigars so I found some way to display independence. 

How cool! 

Advertisements

4. Meet new people, befriend strangers

I thought I should start with something that was thin, and close to home to I.
Online opportunities were an addiction as youth. I wonder, at this moment “who really put me on?”

I don’t recall much of the complicatedness.

There was a club with penguins, clips that were small, and addicting games.

Like really, I don’t remember an agreement to play games! I just did it…!

Some of my interests sprouted from three major site’s I will credit to what felt like a middle age.
Now remember where you came from, friend!

It’s me, Jocelyn. 

I know we’ve seen things that are not ideal situations for the future, and it’s super scary– but we’ve been able to cope with genocide, both visual, and silent, depressions, attacks, here in the United States. 

It’s exhausting. 

The United States is known as being the most wealthy country in the west.

During the first stage of a state budget deficit, my fears were shaken when I worried, hopefully about the remainder of loss in structure we would have, being Illinois. 

How are out our values changing without higher education? 

I want to know when what isn’t a state of cannibalism, physically, emotionally, psychotically, rationally, reasonably, and mentally can exhale, finally. 

And James Madison was our only forefather. 

14. Buy Something with all Pennies. 

It’s Jocelyn. It’s no clue that some people choose to begin dabbling with substances like tobacco, marijuana, and alcohol if they have the sources to do so. 

So I started here in Chicago sometime in high school. 

I didn’t have any obvious issues– it’s something I do outside of activities like volleyball. 

Radiate

Sunday.

I’ve always thought I had everything. 

One of my favourite things to do after school was finding a distance between what I’ve learned, and what I’d continue to return to when i reached home. 

Where’s your identification she said to Sandra Carlos. 

I radiated at the return of an understanding a Yiddish, almost exciting presence I forgot about over the inconsistencies I forgot to tend to. 

There was too much distance though, between balancing my priorities, and a career in sports. 

So eagerly I was obviously radiating porous sweats to seek clarity in the my junk of a heart. 

Will there be any radiations?

I wanted to know how long I’ve had to spend nights crying on the floor, comforting heat the only source of obsarity in my life..

12:18 AM

Monday

Along with my ideas from last year, I don’t think depending on one person for a way to live is sustainable. 

I want whoever to know that it’s dangerous to laterally throw away everything you’ve learned for ONE experience to deplete your content of existence.
Light is damaging our retnias is obviously damaging.
That’s obvious.
One aingular placement of light is dangerous.
To fully experience this,
Buy VR glasses.
Go to sleep.
Find a new way to learn.
Remember what the fuck you learned growing up.
Like the histography in middle school.
Or how to get to school?
Or how to create a business outside of yourself.
Fuck.

I’m so fucking sad. I see people smoking cigarettes outside. I thought they weee so gross growing up– smelling the nicotine.
It’s not a fucking hotbox! I can’t even cry anymore. It’s sad!

Sent from my iPhone